Q: Have You Been Saved?
I don't know. I think so.
My acquaintance G. said that is the wrong answer.
I should be confident.
Q: Am I Cancer Free?
The oncologist says I am.
I don't know. I don't think so.
I should be confident, right?
Sunday, February 16, 2014
2.16.14
Forecasting, Wish Casting, Now Casting and More.
We have already had our share of Winter 2014 snowstorms. As you know, I closely follow the local weather as forecasted by Wonderful Weatherman Adam. Sometimes, he goes up to two weeks in advance. People are surprised that I "know" when it is going to snow. I do need to pay attention. I still feel like my right arm is too weak and I cannot risk having to dig the car out from being plowed in at the office parking lot OR having to scrape the ice off the windshield in case of freezing rain. Its definitely NOT that we don't live close enough... I just realized I have used four snow days already, and it is only mid-February. Another small snow storm is coming on Monday/Tuesday. Unfortunately (1) it is a school vacation week and I am supposed to be providing office coverage and (2) there is a firestorm at work over some nonsense. Last week, I was feeling a little bit "off" at work...Recurrence? (check myself) Am I sick? Tired? Reading too many message boards and blogs at night? Is is just winter doldrums? is it the outside pressure which is resuming since I am "healthier" and less protected by co-workers? is it the toxic environment at work? OR is it the fact that I took four snow days already and I am starting to get backlogged? Nature or Nurture?
Today's sermon had something to do with accepting what you do not know. Is ignorance bliss?
Who needs any diagnostic medical tests. Mammography. BRACA, CAT/PET scan. Is it really a big joke? See you when I see you. Weather forecasting? Being Prepared? Girl Scout? Emergency kit. Y2K? Snowmageddon. Where do you draw the line?
No Worries. Now Casting.
We have already had our share of Winter 2014 snowstorms. As you know, I closely follow the local weather as forecasted by Wonderful Weatherman Adam. Sometimes, he goes up to two weeks in advance. People are surprised that I "know" when it is going to snow. I do need to pay attention. I still feel like my right arm is too weak and I cannot risk having to dig the car out from being plowed in at the office parking lot OR having to scrape the ice off the windshield in case of freezing rain. Its definitely NOT that we don't live close enough... I just realized I have used four snow days already, and it is only mid-February. Another small snow storm is coming on Monday/Tuesday. Unfortunately (1) it is a school vacation week and I am supposed to be providing office coverage and (2) there is a firestorm at work over some nonsense. Last week, I was feeling a little bit "off" at work...Recurrence? (check myself) Am I sick? Tired? Reading too many message boards and blogs at night? Is is just winter doldrums? is it the outside pressure which is resuming since I am "healthier" and less protected by co-workers? is it the toxic environment at work? OR is it the fact that I took four snow days already and I am starting to get backlogged? Nature or Nurture?
Today's sermon had something to do with accepting what you do not know. Is ignorance bliss?
Who needs any diagnostic medical tests. Mammography. BRACA, CAT/PET scan. Is it really a big joke? See you when I see you. Weather forecasting? Being Prepared? Girl Scout? Emergency kit. Y2K? Snowmageddon. Where do you draw the line?
No Worries. Now Casting.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
2.5.14b
First World Problems. I saved a postcard that I received some time back from a random church group.
2.5.14
Fleeting thoughts...I still attribute my incomplete thoughts to chemobrain. Devoted Sis L does not believe in it. I thought I was feeling better. I thought I was thinking more clearly. My new Friend J. posted today that life is fleeting like a fog. There was a quote from the bible. She said to embrace it. Being at work is getting to be difficult, or is it just a challenge? Hard to think and do there. Is this what my upcoming months are going to be like? I am still Getting in Tune.
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